In His Time
I’ll wait on Your timing
as hard as it seems
I know that Your blessings
far outweigh my dreams
You Lord, are faithful
You’ll always provide
and whenever I need You,
You’re right by my side
Your plans are all perfect
and You know what’s best
So, take hold of my heart,
put all of my worries to rest.
~Amanda N. Sams
June 12, 2016
I’m just going to start out by saying, my heart is in a weird place right now. It’s stuck somewhere between trying my best to be content waiting on God, and anxiously wanting so many things to happen at once. Lately, I’ve really been struggling with my season of singleness. I mean, to be quite honest, it’s not even a season. I’ve been single my entire life. I never did the whole “teenage dating scene.” I had my share of crushes in high school, but none of them ever went past the point of me liking a guy, and him not even knowing I existed. So, to say that my heart is getting to be a little impatient, is kind of an understatement.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m all for waiting on God and trusting in His timing, but sometimes I wish I could give Him a little nudge and get the ball rolling a little faster. The thing that makes waiting even harder, is thinking that you know who He has set aside for you. When you let your head and your heart get comfortable with the idea of spending the rest of your life with someone, and it just doesn’t go the way you want it to, it tends to throw you into a funk. As difficult as it may be, that’s when you have to remind yourself that God has His absolute best planned for you, and you just need to stay out of it and let Him work.
I guess the thing is, I’m almost twenty five years old. I have baby fever like crazy, and I’m beyond ready to find a sweet, man of God to marry and settle down with. I want nothing more in life than to be a wife and a Mom. I want someone to love unconditionally that I can spend the rest of my life with. Someone who is closer to God than he is to me, someone to help me raise our kids to love the Lord with their whole hearts. I’m just ready. I’ll keep on praying, hoping, and waiting until that man comes along, because I know that God’s plans are far better than anything I could ever imagine. Even when its a struggle, we need to learn to hang in there and wait on God.
To my Valentine,
I know you’re out there somewhere, and I like to think that you’re closer than I realize. Everyday I pray that you’re preparing your heart for me, as I am for you. The Lord is using this season of singleness to build us up and strengthen us in Him, so that as we do life together, we’re constantly encouraging each other and drawing the other closer to Him. I want you to love God more than you love me. I pray that we both learn from His love, and can find new ways to love each other through Him.
I’m giddy with excitement for the journeys He’s going to send us on, the people we’ll meet, and I can’t wait to see how He uses us for His Kingdom. When I find it hard to be patient, I just thunk about those things, and it makes the wait easier. I pray that we’re a power couple, on fire for Christ, being a blessing to those around us. I’m positive that doing life with you will be so beyond worth the wait, and I hope that you feel the same way.
They say that good things come to those who wait. Well, I’m here to tell you that I will wait for as long as it takes for God to decide when the timing is right. Waiting and praying and preparing my heart for you.
If you’re reading this, Happy Valentine’s Day, love.
It’s been a long while since I wrote last, and you’ve been on my heart more now than ever! You’ve been into prayers constantly. I feel like you’re closer than you’ve ever been, and it’s honestly making me crazy to not be with you. I want to know who you are, I want to have you by my side. I want to overwhelm you with my love, to start doing life with you, to love Jesus together.
My heart is so ready for you! I sure do hope the Lord thinks that we’re ready for each other soon, too. I hope you’re praying for me as well. Believe me, my anxious heart needs it! Ha! I can’t wait to see what our future holds, but I know that it will be worth the wait! So, hang in there with me, and sooner or later we’ll be together for good. I already love you with all of my heart, dear!
All of my love,
Your Future Lovely 😘
When my heart gets tired of waiting,
I feel Your gentle touch
as You tenderly remind me
to stop worrying so much
You know the plans You have for me,
the man You’ve set aside
Your timing is always perfect
Your ways, much better than mine
Although I get impatient,
I may plead, and beg, and cry,
I know You know what’s best for me,
and only Your Love can truly satisfy.
~Amanda N. Sams
July 5, 2015
“Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,
that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.”
~Psalm 90:14 (NIV)
You’ve been on my heart a lot lately, I’d like to think that the Lord has given a glimpse of you since the last time I wrote to you. only time will tell. As I prayerfully wait to meet you, I’d like you to know that I’m using my season of singleness to pull closer to the Lord and prepare myself to spend the rest of my life with you. My heart anxiously awaits the day that I get to walk down the aisle to meet you and say “I do.” I’m so excited for the adventures we’ll embark on together. I can’t wait to teach our children to love and honor God just as we have and will continue to do so. My heart aches for a Godly man to be by my side, love me through the tough stuff, help me to draw closer to God, and Praise Him with me through the blessings and the highs of life.
I know we won’t have a perfect marriage, who does? We’re only human. But I also know that with God in the center of it, we can make it though anything together, through prayer and trusting in Him. I will always be willing to fight for our love, I want the man I marry to be my first and my last kiss, and for him to get every kiss in between. I pray that you’re praying for me as I am for you. I love you with all of my heart right this second and I haven’t even officially met you yet, so you know when we’re finally brought together, I will love you just as much, if not more!
Until next time…
Signed with prayers and love,
He delights in you, beloved
He’ll meet your every need
He longs to wipe each tear you cry
In Him you’ll be complete
He loves you more than any man
He’ll never leave your side
He listens to each word you speak
In Him you can confide
You’re spoken for, dear Princess
His love, forever yours
No matter what your past
Your heart, He will restore.
~Amanda N. Sams
July 13, 2014